Beware the sting of a killa b33... might be fatal to your ego 🐝
Name: ECS
Birthdate: 8/28/1974
Location: Unknown
Why they feelin' The Sting today:
Imma tell y'all exactly why *this one* got me so very effed up:
He's my genetic twin's Irish twin...
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And one of *my* twin flames 🤦🏾♀️❤️🔥
That's right, folks: 'GBS' is basically the male version of me--though several "boy Lisa" models exist.
That's part of what makes it so incredibly difficult for me to separate the GBS I grew up knowing & fiercely loving from the unspeakably horrific monster that is his "Other Side."
Though GBS' outward appearance is that of a cute, swaggy, rich "Alph@ male," his past life & inner worlds are an apocalyptic netherworld that very few, if any, women have ever dared to explore with him in any depth.
I tell both GBS *AND* his Irish twin/the @nt!chr!st that what I say & reflect back to their delusional hoodrat selves isn't witchcraft*, or magic.
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B!tch: It's #FACTS.
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And #TRUTH.
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And #HONESTY 🤷🏾♀️
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That said, even with his egregious antics in basically staging his own version of an Immaculate Conception starring *ME,* !i$@ bee™--someone who is also this heavily-breaded corndog's little cousin, niece, biological sibling, *and* current babies' muva (😑)--I find it real REAL hard (lol) to be completely mad at this n!99@.
Given his/our overlapping & deeply traumatic upbringings in the Nation's Capital, why *wouldn't* someone like GBS make moves through the community like he does??? #RealQuestion
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But peep this, y'all 👀
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I liken GBS' horrifically unsettling display(s) of "love," as he calls it, to my fur child Coco Lopez bringing me d3@d birds, bugs, or mice as gifts.
#YES, it's disgusting AF. .
But it's the only way she really knows how to show appreciation, since Coco already knows her *very* human mama is a bad hunter & can't catch her own food 😽💕
I'm also aware that GBS' supremely effed up family situation includes the fact that he's his older bro ECS' child with their mom, & that ECS & GBS' dad/grandpa is descended from the shadow family of another former leader of our great Nation.
All this is to say: GBS & I seem--to most people--to be an excellent, near-perfect match...
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ON PAPER.
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*IN REALITY,* there's an indescribable madness to GBS that is tremendously difficult to communicate to other people.
That is, until somebody fitting GBS' psychological profile does something so outlandishly offensive, so deeply devastating, that people are literally forced to notice & take action--or face their own peril.
ECS--GBS' actual brother-dad--set the "🚬🌳" standard for pretty much *all* men in GBS' life.
Tragically, from a very young age, GBS idolized TF out of ECS, who eventually went to prison after being exiled from DC & the surrounding areas for basically r@p!ng his own mother 💔
A very, very young !i$@ bee™ remembers visiting her own cousin-dad R@y in lockup as a toddler, right alongside GBS' lil bad self.
Already knowing how our not-so-distant cousin ECS was, Dad sent me on a mission to convey to this n!99@ ECS just how much of a cigarette emoji-a$$ ninja he was, right to his face 🤭
Dad's logic was:
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"You might as well tell him now while you're small & cute, before you get grown & slappable" 😉
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So I did.
And ol' boy had an *EPIC* meltdown, y'all, of the kind rarely seen on Cell Block D--which, admittedly, held *A LOT* of baaaaaad n!99@s 😂😂😂
Picture a nearly full-grown s3x offending so-called "man" hardcore raging at a literal baby girl, y'all 💀
Anyways. Me & mines could never in our MF-ing lives forget somebody--*ANYBODY*--doing that to a true Black Queen in-the-making 👸🏾
Though I personally know GBS to have some sort of human element at his core, the early-life programming he received from his brother-dad ECS is deeply *DEEPLY* entrenched in this n!99@ to the point that GBS can essentially be manipulated into enacting spiritual & biological w@rf@re on his own baby sister-cousin-niece-current-babies'-muva 🥀
Guaranteed GBS is somewhere seething right now, forever plotting & scheming on ways to destroy-slash-"love" ya girl for exposing him to the world for who he *really* is.
Well, guess what n!99@:
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I love you, too.
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In fact--once upon a time--I loved you *the most,* b!tch, out of any of these fake a$$ ninjas on the planet.
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...And for this reason, I set you free.
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Free to be your True Self, & put down that mask of normalcy that must be so *very* exhausting to maintain 🎭
Knowing GBS, he's probably already painting me out to 'whoever' to be angry, malicious, vindictive.
It's all projection, though... I'm actually *none* of those things.
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I do, however, *eternally* embody the concept of loving kindness, in that I love to hate these h0es.
And I'm #FOREVERRR being kind AF, ok???
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That said...
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ECS, #HBDwh0re 🥳
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You *KNOW* you a fool (or other 'F'-word) for this one!!!
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*I'm not even a witch, h0e. I'm *THAT* B!tch 😤 #PleaseGetItRight