Beware the sting of a killa b33... might be fatal to your ego 🐝
On this, All Hallow's Eve, I'd like to share one of the main reasons I've been able to endure all the *many* horrors that've occurred in my life.
The answer is #KNOWLEDGE, followers--or, basically, equipping myself with the right language & terminology to appropriately label the next-level nonsense I was born into 💡📚
I'm talkin' researching terms like "frontotemporal dementia" to explain my so-called birth mom's erratic behavior.
I'm talkin' 'deep dives' into the troves of information & courses of study surrounding certain religious phenomena, like ex0rc!sms (in both the Catholic & Jewish faiths).
I'm talkin' looking up paranormal events, like the tragic d3@th of young Julia Legare.
And--yes, yes, y'all--I'm talkin' bout visiting some of these wild AF, allegedly 'haunted' locations *in-person* to get the full, creepy a$$ effect (See also: The Stone Tape Theory).
Oftentimes, I didn't have to look much further than my own !i$@ bee™ life to get the goosebumps really goin'.
Take, for example, my aunt 'P3nny.'
D3m0n!c individuals like my birth/surrogate mom & step-dad's brother, D@v!d, were well-known for engaging in phenomena like bilocation--or, basically, when someone or something appears in two locations at the same time (See also: Hatif).
It wasn't anything too outwardly 'crazy' where they were able to do this; often, it was as simple as calling to me or trying to have a whole conversation with me while the two of us were physically located in different, adjoining rooms.
It initially appeared, in the moment, as if D3bb!e or D@v!d were too lazy to get up & move the 'however many' feet or inches it would've taken for us to converse face-to-face.
Looking back, I *now* see it as them just flexing their ability to throw their d3m0n!c a$$ voices around 🥱😒
And my twin flame, GBS--there's a word for him, too:
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"Cambion."
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I got mad love for him all the same; but fact is, GBS is not the only one of his kind...
Never accepted by either society (d3m0n!c *or* human), cambions invariably grew up bitter & twisted. But, due to their powers, they often became exceptional @$$@$$!ns 🥷
Loners by nature, they liked to get lost in the crowds of large cities, especially in places where people didn't ask questions. Good-aligned cambions were rare; but sometimes, if their mother was good- or neutral-aligned, they took on her non-evil nature & were subsequently doomed to a life of loneliness, as not even their d3m0n!c patrons would accept them.
Cambions excelled in luring mortals to the Abyss; the only d3m0ns better at it were succubi. They then warned d3m0ns of the mortals' approach & let them do what they did best so the souls could be turned into larvae.
Cambions were *very* ambitious & always put as much effort as they could into whatever they attempted, maybe either to prove themselves to a parent or to themselves. But regardless, they made great leaders, information brokers, etc. & they were often catalysts for major events.
Cambions bred true with each other, but they often preferred to seek out humanoid mates to create ‘tiefling’ children.
A synonym for 'cambion' is 'changeling.'
Irish folklore surrounding changelings typically follows the same convention:
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A tailor is the one who first notices a changeling; the inclusion of a fairy playing bagpipes or some other instrument; & the kidnapping of a human child through a window.
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After reeeeeeally doing the research, is it any wonder, then, that GBS & our kids together's birth mom named their newest addition 'L@yl@'??? 🧐🤯😵💫
There's even words to describe the fields of study I'm engaging in--& the phenomena/knowledge gained resulting from said studiousness--that I'm sharing with y'all, my Real Ones, right this very moment:
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Anyways. These hatin' a$$ heauxs be tryna make ya girl out to be some kind of 'tr@n$3xu@l hoodrat witch'--that's #FALSE, my babies 😤🙅🏾♀️❌
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...I'm neither tr@n$3xu@l nor a witch.
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I'm #THATB!TCH--and you h0es & h0e a$$ n!99@s ain't *evaaaaa* gon' forget it
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